How many of you feel like you’re in a fast-moving car and coming up on a turn that you must time correctly? You’ll miss it if you turn too soon or late. However, the universe is saying, “No, wait. Not yet!” Raises hand
I’ve felt the time to take action is coming soon, but I’ve had this feeling for a few years. Each time control graces our society with its traumatic energy, I respond, “Alright, let’s go!” Again, the universe responds, “No, not just yet!” There’s a lot I have to say and express, but I do know if I do it at the height of my anger, pain, anxiety, and fear, it will come out very shrewd and carry the same energy that breeds control.
No, I’m not saying you can’t use emotion to encourage action and change. Taking action while dwelling on those emotions can also create ill energy. If you give it enough time, it will become the energy you despise. I pride myself on calming my feelings and understanding before I respond – it is a superpower we can all indulge in. I’ve experienced that when I do this, I speak from love instead of the constant state of anger, fear, and pain, or those emotions do not take precedence.
Any Star Wars fans? I feel like Luke when he is trying to destroy the Death Star. The whole thing is bulletproof; I mean, it is indestructible except for that tiny little window within the center. If Luke is not in control of his emotions and energy, he’s liable to miss this opening. He calms himself, and Obi-Wan says, “Use the force, Luke.” Luke opens his eyes, and then BAM. He took action at the right time, and the indestructible machine came down.
So, after hearing this Roe v Wade news, I will be calm and listen to my Obi-Wan – my spirit guides. I will use the energy around me to take action and use it continuously – Oh, it is near!
I’m going to sound cliche, but Love and shadow work is the opening, and the work shows up in many forms. Some say it is a losing battle, but it’s a battle I’m still willing to fight.
How are you feeling?
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